S t A c Y

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 17:26:47 GMT

new journal, new start guys.

it's

_stashieroo_

yup. buhritt gave the name. lol

are you a friend?

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 02:18:58 GMT

...FrIeNdS oNlY...

. comment to be added .

[if you were on my friends list before, you're still on.]

((i'll put up a spiffy banner when i get home. :-D))

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 03:31:28 GMT

*FIRSTS*
First best friend: umm. kendall kramer!
First car: still to come
First date: AnYwAyS...
First real kiss: ben :-*
First break-up: kyle *sticks head in ground*
First screen name: frogprincess0225. yea. that was me.
First self purchased album: nooo freaking idea
First funeral: ive never known anyone that has died, but i went to aly hager's stepdad's... RIP.
First pets: charlie and cassie.. once again... RIP
First piercing/tattoo: i was two months old, i dont remember a thing... and im afraid of needles.
First credit card: yet to come
First true love: hmph.
First enemy: umm. i dunno.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: no00o idea. prolly some kid's tape from like sing-a-longs or something

*LASTS*
Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: um, on the way back from camp with ma
Last kiss: ben. :-*
Last good cry: dunno exactly when, but recently
Last library book checked out: umm.. i have no idea. but my favorite: christmas in heaven. read it!
Last movie seen: part of "A Knight's Tale" candus will be proud.
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: chips.. yea i am healthy
Last crush: ben. :-*
Last phone call: haha. ben. (pattern?)
Last time showered: um... after camp... oneish
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last cd played: benandstacysmix
Last item bought: um.. liquid ice yea budday
Last disappointment: parents.
Last time wanting to die: um recently
Last time scolded: i think today. i dunno. i was half asleep
Last shirt worn: "cali" tank ... wearin it right now
Last website visited: o come on people. www.toothpastefordinner.com DUH
Last word you said: ok
Last song you sang: "i wish" jo dee m
What is in your cd player?: we ALREADY went over this.
What color socks are you wearing?: barefootin'
What color of underwear are you wearing?: in bathing suit (but dang thing got cancelled...)
What's under your bed?: haha. shoes. and this purple box
What time did you wake up today?: 6:40...am

*FUTURE*
Where do you want to go?: to college eventually
What is your career going to be?: i just wanna help people.
Where are you going to live?: um. earth. thats really all i know. but it wont be as hot as it is here. and it'll be snowy.
How many kids do you want?: 2. preferably twins.
What kind of car(s): the kind(s) that work(s)

*CURRENT*
Current mood: happy
Current music: none. news is on in the other room
Current taste: water
Current hair: straight, half up half down
Current clothes: swimsuit, cali tank, soffees
Current annoyance(s): none really
Current longing: him.
Current desktop picture: clouds
Current favorite artist: um... dunno.
Current book(s): harry potter! woot
Current hate: um. none. o wait. PEOPLE SCREWING WITH MINDS!!

[once again as stolen from brittany drennan :-D *snaps for her*]

ok so today was a great camp day. i woke up and literally force fed myself carbs and nearly barfed. ugh. i've been doing that all week. but hey, i havent passed out so YeA. but anyways. we were in sections outside or whatever, and andrew was spinning his instrument so manzur goes, "next time you do that i'll shove it up your ass!" it was hilarious. we were like on the ground laughing. then travis like dropped his instrument from six inches off the ground. then tracy's beads were trying to choke her... o memories. and i will steal kristen land's hat cuz its so frigin awesome!! lol. so yea. then we had the asian dude for indoor sectional thingys and he did this rapper thing. he was like, "you gotta watch the upbeats" and he was like, raise the roofin'. it was great. so yea. bands posted tomorrow. i have no idea what the heck is going on. absolutely lost. i dont know. if i make it, im going to ask why i did. if i dont make it, im going to ask why im on first. cuz thats gay. jsut plain freking gay.
pool party rescheduled for tomorrow. yay. kinda. still have no confidence in a swim suit so thats jsut GrEaT. *sarcasm*. then ben came by and he was comando. that was classic. we just sat outside and talked. it was fun.
I GET TO SLEEP IN TOMORROW! WOOHOO! ok. im done. bye.

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 02:45:21 GMT

had camp today. very good weather. rehearsal. yea. our fingers will fall off into freaking ashes. it is amazing what people can do in four hours. and get everything but 3 measures. :P.

dance ended on a fairly good note. still feels as if my group for group parts in ballet is rushing like a freaking mother. but maybe i should rush it too to look good... i mean... the next time we're all together is recital... and then jazz i kept messing this one thing up and i was like, "wth?" because i never ever screw that up. so yea. then i got a sarah mark! woo. lol. its these things you get at the top of your feet that are where skin has been scraped off from sliding it across the floor. yea. i got one. go mEeEe!
then we had our last war. until like september. :'(. but we tied. we did it like four times. it was so much fun. then miss jenny let us use music! omigosh. then this other class like gathered in the window. i was like AHH! AWESOME! so yea. (mainly sarah) boogied to "the way you make me feel" by michael jackson. that is such a dancy song. we're gonna see if we can get a duet to it next year. EEE. that would be so awesome. yea. i really remember doing this one thing like a turn then laying out and landing in splits and i was like, "did ya see that?" but no. she was dancing. ugh. lol. so yea. good wars. good memories.

>>>>VoTe JeNnY lYnN hOlLiCk FoR vIcE pReSiDeNt!!<<<<

Mon, 31 May 2004 22:37:58 GMT

fyi i did cut my bangs. and i hate them. bleh.

C U R R E N T-

CLOTHES: 8th grade shirt and levi shorts
MOOD: my eye hurts like a mother
MUSIC: none right now
TASTE: ... air?
MAKE-UP: just eyeliner and mascara today folks
HAIR: pony
ANNOYANCE: my brother as usual
SMELL: ... air?
FAVORITE ARTIST: monet. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA.
DESKTOP PICTURE: clouds
FAVORITE GROUP: DAIRY! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. sorry.
BOOK YOU'RE READING: harry potter: order of the phoenix
CD IN PLAYER: 'stacy and ben's mix' haha
DVD IN PLAYER: our tv is broooooooken.
COLOR OF TOENAILS: pink
REFRESHMENT: none
WORRY: boys

-L A S T . P E R S O N...-

YOU TOUCHED: my brother cuz he did a magic trick to me. it was so cool.
YOU TALKED TO: mother
HUGGED: mother (because she told me she'd take me to the doctor and have a needle stuck in my knee to keep it from making funny noises. so then i was like... please n0o0o. it was funny... anyways)
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: ben
YOU YELLED AT: pm
YOU KISSED: pa

- F A V O R I T E -

FOOD: cheese lol
DRINK: water
COLOR: all the colors are pretty
ALBUM: February 1989-December 1989 AAAHAHAHA. sorry again.
SHOES: flip flops
CANDY: erm... chocolate. period.
ANIMAL: cats
TV SHOW: who's line is it anyway? (and me and ashley: what i like about you)(but we never watch it haha)
MOVIE: erm... center stage is really awesome
DANCE: jazz with sarah! hahaha. sorry again.
SONG: maaaayberry
FRUIT: strawberry!
CARTOON: recess!

- A R E . Y O U -

UNDERSTANDING: yes
OPEN-MINDED: not when it comes to food
ARROGANT: ?
INSECURE: who isnt?
INTERESTING: yup.
RANDOM: um YEA
HUNGRY: no
SMART: sometimes... like when im not thinking
MOODY: at times
CHILDISH: yuuuuuuuuuup
HARD WORKING: meh. yea.
ORGANIZED: hahaha. no.
HEALTHY: no way
SHY: yea
DIFFICULT: not like my father. UGH
ATTRACTIVE: aaergtmgty (i know one person that will understand that...)
BORED EASILY: yea
MESSY: um DuH
THIRSTY: slightly
RESPONSIBLE: ehehe. for the most part yes
OBSESSED: with what?
ANGRY: not right now
SAD: see above.
HAPPY: too much sometimes
HYPER: always
TRUSTING: yes
TALKATIVE: yes.... haha.
LEGAL: ... i try to be?

-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O...-

KILL: n/a tehehe
SLAP: not doing that again. ever.
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: never.
GET HIGH WITH: ever.
LOOK LIKE: um... me?
TALK TO OFFLINE: anyone
TALK TO ONLINE: anyone!!

MY NAME IS: stacy
IN THE MORNING I AM: not happy
ALL I NEED IS: love love... love is all you'll ever need (*sings the song*)
LOVE IS: weird
I'M AFRAID OF: death and screwing up
I DREAM ABOUT: stuff

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-

COKE OR PEPSI: coke if i HAD to choose
FLOWERS OR CANDY: mm its the thought that counts
TALL OR SHORT: tall dudes. and i wish i was 5 inches taller.

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eyes DuH. and height.
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: andrew or dan at homecoming
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: who do you like?/ will you go out with me?
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: :)
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE: someone :)
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: :)
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: :)
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: 2 people i know of
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: :)

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-

SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO I.M.? no. i'll just call them and bug the crap out of them the next day
SAVE MSN CONVERSATIONS? automatically saved
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? um. no.
CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU? once again, who hasnt?

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? no
BEEN IN LOVE? no
BEEN REJECTED? um who hasnt
REJECTED SOMEONE? yes
USED SOMEONE? no. never
BEEN CHEATED ON? no
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? once again who hasnt
LIED? see above

-E X T R A S-

SMOKE CIGARETTES? ew no
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? no
COLOR YOUR HAIR? no
EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER? yes
HABLA ESPANOL? poco
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST? a very select 67
DRINK ALCOHOL? ew no
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? i dont wake up early enough for sunrises and sunsets are a rare and beautiful sight. so sunsets.
WHAT HURTS MORE, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? emotional. but physical hurts bad too.

-N U M B E R-

OF TIMES YOURE HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN: i dunno
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: im sorry
OF GUYS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): cero
OF GIRLS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): cero
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: 1
OF GOOD FRIENDS: goodness... krys kendall sarah dani ashley ramey ben andrew(when he's not being gay) um... quite a few
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: like 12 i hate cds
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: hmm. i dunno
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: everything

-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-

I KNOW: your mother
I WANT: my eye to stop stinging
I HAVE: an eye that hurts
I WISH: my eye would stop hurting
I HATE: my eye
I FEAR: that my eye will fall out
I HEAR: air
I SEARCH: for perfection
I WONDER: why do people suck sometimes?
I REGRET: having a short temper
I LOVE: you
I ACHE: in my eye!!
I CARE: about everyone
I ALWAYS: ... breathe
I AM NOT: that spectacular
I DANCE: with the sarah
I SING: haha. and i break windows. jk
I CRY: when im sad... or when my EYE IS ABOUT TO FALL OUT
I DO NOT ALWAYS: listen
I FIGHT: back
I WRITE: poems
I WIN: hearts
I LOSE: often
I CONFUSE: everyone
I LISTEN: if you need me
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at HOME
I NEED: you
I AM HAPPY: when my eye doesnt hurt
I SHOULD HAVE: listened.

(--as stolen from brittany drennan :-D--)

Sun, 30 May 2004 23:39:33 GMT

i really like that rose john gave me the link to so im updating in red in his honor.

hmm. what happened today. well i woke up late cuz im dumb. actually im not, i was just under the impression that my mom was going to wake me up and we could go to mass at 9... but n0o. she's sick. she got my "cold of death"... gee aint i the best daughter ever? yes i am. lol. so yea it was like hm. noon. then of course stud and my dad were gone at soccer and paul michael went along cuz he honestly didnt have anything better to do. then, um yea. i woke up showered, ok break. you know what SUCKS about long hair? it takes like 4 hours to freaking dry. i took my shower at like 12:15ish and by 3:45ish it was still soaking. i was like, no. so i just kinda fried my hair with my *new* straightner. but yea. and im not going to chop it off... so as i say... grin and bear it. hmph. so yea.

ive been reading harry potter again. just the 5th cuz i seriously dont remember any of it. im at the part after harry is serving all of umbridge's detentions. that book is interesting. how the heck can a person conjure up this magical and awesome story? i heard from somewhere that she was in a restaurant when she started the first book, writing on a napkin, and then she was leaving and the waiter was like, "where are you going? this is really good, keep writing" and now she's a millionaire. what if we did that? like took every little thing we did to the max? like, designing your 'ideal prom dress'... or 'ideal wedding dress'? or what if journaling like this, you could like become the next anne frank... minus the 'Dear Kitty', world war II, and the whole Nazi/Jew ordeal. but like come out with a generally decent book that's just your online journal. no real stories, its just you. one hundred percent. raw. hmm. i like ramble writing like this. its just like putting thoughts down on paper that can't be evaluated from A-F. Teachers really do ruin writing and reading. seriously. why can't we read what we want? write what we want? its seriously not like we're going to use 'narrative writing' if we're growing up to be photographers or president. yea i know most people dont know what they're gonna do for the rest of their life before they're out of high school... but somethings are dumb. like the logic segment in geometry. that was SO dumb. well, if its wet of course it rained. and if its not wet, couldnt it still have rained? it could have rained yesterday and be dry. like a light drizzle... but no. we have to have a math equation to tell us how to think and if our 'theories' are wrong or not. dumb? i think so. case rested.

Sun, 30 May 2004 18:20:41 GMT

My LiveJournal Sitcom
oosexaystacayoo! (TNN, 2:30): oosexaystacayoo (Fairuza Balk) hypnotizes fizzward (Bill Bixby) but it doesn't work. In the next town over, deathofromeo (Tina Majorino) and perish_song (Spike Jonze) buy a hotel. That night, el_ladrillo (Katharine Hepburn) finds a portable CD player in chowchowface (Rob Lowe)'s sock drawer. Meanwhile, 11:boycrazybrat (Jerry Seinfeld)'s office's air conditioning is broken, and oster224 (Jon Stewart) shows up to fix it. That same day, greenhera (Helena Bonham Carter) and buhrittykins (Rick Moranis) don't believe in modern dance. TV-PG.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

My LiveJournal Sitcom

oosexaystacayoo! (TNN, 2:30): oosexaystacayoo (Fairuza Balk) hypnotizes fizzward (Bill Bixby) but it doesn't work. In the next town over, deathofromeo (Tina Majorino) and perish_song (Spike Jonze) buy a hotel. That night, el_ladrillo (Katharine Hepburn) finds a portable CD player in chowchowface (Rob Lowe)'s sock drawer. Meanwhile, 11:boycrazybrat (Jerry Seinfeld)'s office's air conditioning is broken, and oster224 (Jon Stewart) shows up to fix it. That same day, greenhera (Helena Bonham Carter) and buhrittykins (Rick Moranis) don't believe in modern dance. TV-PG.

What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

...ok

Sun, 30 May 2004 17:41:45 GMT

ive been thinking about whether or not to change my lj to friends only... cuz a)there are alot of freaks out there b)more people would get ljs so they could stalk me.. hm. do it. dont do it. do it. dont do it. do it. hm..

GoOd Ol SuRvEyS!

Sun, 30 May 2004 03:34:35 GMT

1. What time is it?: 10:02
2. Full Name: Stacy Lynn Ehrig
3. Nicknames: Stac, Miss Stacy Lynn (if that's truly a 'nick'name), jamie, hey kid
4. Date of birth: February 25, 1989
5. Where do you live?: Houston, Texas.
6. What school do you attend?: lAnGhAm CrEeK!
7. Siblings and their ages?: whats-his-face, 16 and daniel, 12
8. Pets?: luke... leo's gone. *tear*
9. Lefty or Righty?: Righty.

**********YOUR LOOKS**********

10. Hair color? light brown... but if you ask my mom its blonde... (???)
11. Eye color?: Blue/Gray (depends on clothing)
12. Height?: 5'5" exactly
13. Do u wear contacts or glasses?: contacts
14. Do you have any piercings?: just the ears... im afraid of needles
15. Where do you want more if you do?: ew. no.
16. Do you have a tattoo?: no!
17. If so what and where?: :P
18. Do you have a certain fashion you follow?: just the stacy fashion

**********JUST LATELY**********

21. How are you today?: ok i guess
22. What pants are you wearing right now?: red soffees
23. What shirt are you wearing right now?: a band shirt cuz im dumb
25. What does your hair look like at the moment?: I BOUGHT A NEW STRAIGHTNER TODAY SO ITS STRAIGHT AS A FRIGIN BOARD!...yea. im cool...
26. What song are you listening to right now?: NoNe
27. What was the last thing you ate?: um drumstick
28. How is the weather right now?: fine... humid but fine
29. Last person you talked to on the phone?: Krystle Lynn lol
30. Last Dream you can remember?: ... i have no idea
31. Who are you talking to right now?: dani, tracy, kp
32. What time is it?: 10:11

**********More about YOU!**********

33. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 0112
34. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: blue
35. Have you ever almost died?: um, i almost got stung by a bee once.
36. Do you like the person that sent you this?: i stole it from a random person. :-D
37. How do u eat an Oreo?: i twist them
38. What makes you happy?: my friends, music, and omigosh dancing
39. What's the next CD you are going to buy?: cds suck
40. What's the best advice ever given to you?: "you know stac, if i honestly cared what other people thought of me, i would be homeschooled"-tessa "if your gonna make a mistake, make it a good one."-ms hall
41. Have you ever won any special awards?: um. no.
42. What are your future goals?: to be a success and be remembered for something really important, and change someone's life for the better
43. Do you like to dance?: YES!
45. What's the stupidest thing you ever done/said?: um, slapped a kid, gotten all pissed at someone for nothing
46. What's your favorite memory?: um, gosh... just all the possee memories, and powwow's with becca
47. If you could change one thing about you what would it be?: we're not going into this
48. Where do you shop the most?: um kohls probably
59. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no cuz then my cat would beat them up
60. Have you ever broken/sprained/or fractured a bone?: nope *pride*
61. Who do you dream about?: anything and everything
62. Who do you tell your dreams too?: ... anyone that actually cares
63. Who's the loudest friend you have?: brittany (drennan and meador lol)
64. Who's the quietest friend?: carly

**********Just Questions**********

65. Is cheerleading a sport?: yes
66. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?: depends on how much amylase is in your saliva. lol

**********YOU and LOVE**********

67. Do you believe in Love? ...yes
68. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: ...
69. Do you have a crush? YES!
70. Who is your crush?: i think ya'll know by now
71. Do you believe in love at first sight?: i think its possible, just not for me
73. What song do you want played at your wedding?: forever and for always-shania twain
74. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: honestly, height and eyes. just becasue i'd be like, "whoa that kiddo is insanely short/tall."
75. Longest crush: all through seventh grade. one person knows who.
77. Do you find yourself attractive?: at times but then i get concieted so dont ask
78. Do you find yourself ugly?: sometimes.
79. Do others find you attractive?: some do

**********Which is worse?**********

81. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie?: manson is weird and 'Rob Zombie' has a funny last name. same
82. Having your tonsils or appendix removed?: tonsils!

**********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********

113. Lights on/off?: off during day on at night
114. Do u like snow, sun or rain?: um, sun with a nice rain every once in a while
115. Mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (Burger King): McDonalds
116. Do u like scary or happy movies better?: happy. i like stuff like sweet november... alex and emma... yea. im a girl. get over it
117. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC?: BsB
119. Paper or plastic?: Plastic.
120. Sausage or pepperoni?: pepperoni
121. Summer or winter?: winter
122. Hugs or kisses?: hugs. cuz they can go on forever adn you can get them from anyone without being akward
123. Chocolate or white milk?: white
124. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?: dr. pepper
125. Glass half full or half empty?: full
126. CD or Tape?: neither
127. Tape or DVD?: i dont care
128. Cats or Dogs?: Cats!
129. Mud or Jell-O wrestling?: hm...
130. Vanilla or Chocolate?: chocolate (vanilla scent tho mmmmm)
131. Skiing or Boarding?: ??
132. Day or night?: Night.
133. Cake or pie: banana cream pie, strawberry pie... MmMmMM
134. Silver or gold: silver
135. Diamonds or pearls?: diamonds are a girls best friend.
136. Sunset or sunrise? set

**********Your FAVS**********

137. Color?: i have many. color is pretty
138. Food?: cheeeeeeeeeeeeeese
139. Fast food?: sonic ( i take after my mother)
140. Candy?: umm... it has sugar... so its the best
141. Beverage?: water. yea. im a freak. get over that too.
142. Ice cream?: good heavens! and birthday cake
143. Sport?: dance!
144. Animal?: kittie cats
145. Fav. type of music?: country
146. Radio Station: 92.9
147. Song: umm... mayberry
148. Band: ???
149. Number(s): 2 and 5
150. Fav. Actor or actress?: ??
151. Fav. day of the year?: november 17 (national stacy day yup uMmHmM)
152. Fav. month?: ?? october
153. TV Show?: whos line is it anyway?
154. Store?: antiquing in tomball is a blast seriously
155. Scent?: vanilla!
156. Teacher?: ms. epple-3rd grade
157. Game?: um... twister.. mehe. but seriously..
158. Saying?: haha. it used to be "bite me" but then i stopped. cuz someone actually bit me so yea.

*********Have you EVER**********

159. Loved somebody so much it made you cry?: actually yea
160. Smoked?: no
161. Drank?: no
162. Ever gotten dumped?: no
163. Broke the law?: no
164. Ran from the cops?: no
165. Stole something?: bubblegum from randalls when i was three. i am a bad egg
166. Lied: who hasnt?
167. Made yourself throw up?: no... anorexia... not BULIMIa lol
169. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: once again, who hasnt?

**********On a FiNal NoTe**********

170. Do you like filling these out?: yea
171. What time is it now?: 10:31

Sat, 29 May 2004 03:19:26 GMT

S	Silent
T	Tough
A	Accurate
C	Colorful
Y	Yummy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

great. im yummy. what an accomplishment.

**poll still stands!**

Fri, 28 May 2004 16:47:49 GMT

i learned a new song.. *dances*

ok here's the poll. i've been reconsidering my decision to let my bangs grow out... because i found the greatest invention ever.. called bobby pins. :-D. s0o0 ya'll are gonna decide what im doin with the bangs... just put your vote in the comments. (you can vote more than once) Then i guess ya'll will see me, bangs or no bangs, by the time school/camp/recital comes. :-D. it'll just keep running til a-i get another straightner b-go to tennessee c-people stop replying... (i've always wanted to say this... ) YoUr VoTe CoUnTs! lol. my life is complete.

Wed, 26 May 2004 21:57:21 GMT

I've always said i wanted to run...

And be chased...

The thing is...

No one has ever chased me this far...

And now im lost.

Wed, 26 May 2004 19:42:16 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

((please reply......))

Wed, 26 May 2004 19:17:06 GMT

Wed, 26 May 2004 18:56:01 GMT

you know what i hate?
i hate being HUMAN.
humans make mistakes
humans jump to conclusions
humans worry about their friends
humans worry period
humans think. i hate thinking. i always do it wrong.

but on another note sorta...

SCHOOL IS OUT! WAH! YEA BUDDAY!

and i figured out the way to prevent willars from pickin on me. mehehe. lol. just say hjp squared. harry potter hits home for her. wahaha. i shall rule the world with my harry potter knowledge and my PoUtS! YeAh!

whats with alcohol too. why that. its just a drink that kills neurons. makes you dumb and causes you to make dumber decisions. why not just drink lemonade? add some more sugar to it... you get the same thrill cept... its not as dumb. no body will bother you if you sink into lemonade and drown your fears in it. nOBoDay.

i wanna talk to one of my old friends thats been mad at me again. but if i ask him if he's mad at me he'll just call me naieve and say i should know. HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW!? IF I DID THEN WHY WOULD I ASK?! goodness. adn i think i accidently talked to him today. well maybe if i didnt then scratch that. i still wanna talk to him because yea. i needed him the other day. i had to talk to him REALLY bad but i didnt cuz i was scared he'd just walk away adn be another one of those people that just tell me to 'get over it'. something that's been going on a while... i cant get over it. its not that easy. adn its not that easy to just talk to a random person about. ugh. its silently driving me InSaNe...

---My LaSt DaY--- (as a fish wahoo)

this is orange in honor of NeEeEeMo. the world geo test was an easy lil booger. i forgot where the amazon was. yea. i know. BUT I KNEW EVERYTHING ELSE WAHOO. lol. im so dumb haha. I dOnT wAnNa Go AlL dAy TuEsDaY.<<sorry slightly random meh. o well. then i went to band and we read this weirdo thingy. yea. it sounded cool. ryan sollars was like RIGHT freaking behind me though. adn they said people are moving down. they said fish are the best they've had in like 5 years. and they're posting next week. ugh. and goodness that music is fast. i dont even think i can play it SITTING DOWN. marchin it is gonna be poo. but we get the show by july so yea buddy. ugh. long freakign year. i hope fall weather comes early.

and according to nicole, hc is gonna be 'a night in paris'... ooh lala. lol.

Tue, 25 May 2004 23:57:31 GMT

im sick like a dog. and more. and dizzy. i think i blacked out earlier too. hmm. dunno.

MEH. didnt have fun with the geometry exam. or the bio final. i was like poooo. omigosh i have been seeing this kid everywhere. like EVERYWHERE in school. i went to the restroom after i finished, and he was like in front of me and he turned around and i was like o crap. then i was coming out and he walked back in from the parking lot at the same freaking time and i was like. wow. weird. super weird. o wellies.

lets bust out on the calendar::

May 31
memorial day
June 1- June 5
fish camp
June 4
harry potter comes out *wahoo!*
June 7
tap tappity tap recital/brothers bday
June 8
all classes recital *wahoo!*

and then the boredom begins like no other. how long do yall think i'll last before i get burned in the sun?

Mon, 24 May 2004 19:47:24 GMT

ok i havent updated in like. hm. forever. so here's somewhat of a nutshell

auditions

scales were good. cept b. cuz i go up like 4 notes squeak then IMMEDIATELY start over. *shoots foot* then etudes i honestly dont remember. i remember finger blips out the wazoo though. o well. at least i get to stay in familiar territory. go c1.

banquet

ugh before banquet i like cried my friggin eyes out. dont ask. it was not fun. then i got there and it was fine. no awards but thats ok. ben said he didnt get any awards freshmen year and look at him now. so there's hope. what i learned from the video: stacy is not photogenic one bit.

friends

yea. if your trying to get under my skin, your failing miserabely. feel free to 'hang out' with me after you get off your little *throne*. you say you HATE fighting with me.. well... i HATE getting crap shoved down my throat.

today perty much

ok so i exempted first period. so did lil miss jenny lynn. and it was andy's bday so we all went out to starbucks. well they dont have brownie anymore *tear* so i got java chip. yum. well i go over there and there's one already done so im like, 'is this mine' and the lady's like 'sure whynot' so i take it then they serve up another one and the dude that was at the register was like, 'no the second one was yours kiddo' so im like uh-oh.. then the EXTREMELY NICE LADY was like, 'o just take them both that one's been sittin there for ten minutes'. so yea. yall shoulda SEEN what the java chip did to me the other day when we went with jenny, ben, kp, manzur, and evan. whooee. fun like no other. so yea. i was like off the frigin walls. you have ZERO IDEA. so yea. then off to spanish final. that was frigin hard. i got an 82 on scantron. so im like o crap. i had an 89.9 for semester. that is crap. o well. the writing wasnt included so that'll hopefully bring it up. no. it WILL bring it up. or someone will die. rawr. yea. then subway with ben,kp, and matt white. im so left out all the time. like at banquet i was with upperclassmen and they all talked about '1 more year!' and such and im like, '3 more years!'. ugh. its so horrible. thats the one thing i hate. because then he's all with them and it'll feel like he's 2 different people. everyone has memories but mine are all with the posse. home is where the heart is and my heart is still with the posse no matter how much it annoys travis or brittany or ben or anyone. so then i got home, changed, and went to venture to find leo. he's missing. he's gray and has a white belly and white paws. but mainly gray. he's about 2 years old and he doesnt have any claws. he's been missing for like 2 days. im geting really worried. his name is leo. please tell me if youve seen any stray gray cats. puhlease. hmph. ima go. and im gonna try and update more often. over and out.

Thu, 13 May 2004 02:04:22 GMT

have i ever mentioned how much i dislike my dad and my older brother? well, if i havent... i dislike them both greatly. you would too.

today wasnt anything truly special. english we just edited papers, wd geo we learned about AIDS and such (and the dog didnt visit lol). then in geometry we just did pyramid crap... then bio was pig. wow. there are some funny colored liquids inside the stomach of that thing. ew. sick. then lunch is getting more boring by the day, and the only thing that seems to be changing is the people behind us, because its like 20 new lil 'rap mixes' per day. its kinda cool up until like the 71st time... then its kinda OLD. gah. then band was band. nuff said. EXCEPT I AM GOING TO MURDER AARON WILLIAMS IF HE MOVES THOSE TENORS ANY CLOSER TO US! WE CAN HEAR YOU KIDDO!!!! then spanish was TEKS which was easy schpahleezy. it was like 30 questions. no joke. meh. then ashley drove me home and i have pretty much been doing hw ever since. cept i had dance. haha turns out our teacher is a true blonde. on saturday's practice, she gave us the wrong class. funny? i think so. lol. and i miss tomorrow for concert (which if sarah doesnt come, she's dead and beyond) and then i get to tap friday and then ballet saturday. so woot. yea.

but you know what made my day. i got home and i listened to the cd he made for me. it was called "ben and stacy's mix". it was so nice. one of the nicest things anyone's done for me though. cept the easter card maybe. cuz that was so random it was sweet (and slightly creepy at the time)... but its the thought that counts. :D. so yea. i love little things like that. its the little things that makes me weak in the knees. *melts*

Wed, 12 May 2004 01:55:33 GMT

lj, xanga, lj, xanga, lj, xanga, lj, xanga, lj, xanga.... LJ!!!! lol. *pride*

so i had scales today. at 4:40 pm. so i got back from dentist (i got to leave school early so yay) and i went right on up to school. fun. not. and omiword i was squeakin my lil eyes out. you have no idea. then the lights went randomly out and it was like... DARK. cept for the practice rooms. then ashley sat in the lil colorguard room and stayed with my while i tried to bust out on 3 octave, which was where the squeaking mainly was... and tommy came in. then he left and ashley's contact fell out. then i was walking to my slot to like calm down i guess right before the audition and i was walking and aaron goes, "gosh such a freshmen guppy" i thought he was insulting me and i was thinking, "you lil b*stard!" but i didnt say it. ashley said it was a good thing. so YAY. SoMeBoDy DoEsNt HaTe Me. i honestly dont mess with upperclassmen. i dont want to get annoying so i just let them come to me if they want to be my friend. i dont wanna be like *other people* and just make everything in some one else's life automatically my beeswax. so i just tend to myself and my class of 2007. (*woot* by the way). but yea the audition: i think i like 'bliped' one note in like the Gb or something, some scale at the beginning but i kept going. but then came B scale. my LAST FREAKING SCALE. and im like 4 notes into it and im like, B C# D# EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *squeak* and you know what. it was SMALL too. like an eensy squeak. ugh. o well. i dont expect myself to make it and i dont wanna march first part so thats some what of a YaY. :D

WiLbUr -our pig

wilbur is our pig. he has a liver. a spleen. a pancreas. a stomach, a trachea, an espohogus, and many more organs which we will be taking out of him. he is very juicy and likes to 'spray' people. sick? slightly. john keeps telling me i was one of the last people he'd expect to touch the pig, since he's not. well... like i say... dont judge me and dont judge my cover. i am very intrigueing. (excuse the spelling) and i am unpredictable.

RAWR.... see. ya didnt expect that... did ya?

random fact. i think the most anyone has ever commented on my lj has been like 8 times. ive seen 127 before. come on. do i SERIOUSLY need to take anjali's advice and get better friends?

who <3s the icon for this entry? i thought it was awesome

"Well stacy, i guess you just have the balls dont you?"-my mother

events that the public just might care about

Sun, 09 May 2004 16:50:27 GMT

sorry... i havent updated in like... hmm.. FOREVER

nothing has really been happening. stuff that did happen
>danced in advisory
>did a good secret deed
>got a freaking 94 on writing thingy! woo
>have had a charlie-horse aftermath type thingy in my calf since like friday morning
>saw a woman marry Jesus. it was amazing. that takes... alot.
>got my physical. *cries* but hey... i lost three pounds since my last one! so woo.
>had an extra tap practice saturday and me and amy busted out in the FuNkAY ChIcKeN! woo
>I WoN tHe ThUrSaDaY wAr!! BoO yA sArAh!! lol
>got my costumes which are o so freaking pretty. will post if i can figure out how. :)
>found out my hair is pretty when its in soft curls. yay.
>eerrrrr.... helped with the band festival thingy friday
WAIT!!! WEIRD BAND FESTIVAL STORY REAL FAST!!!
ok. so i was a runner. yay. not. yea so i went
to go pick up this judge's little score thingy
and he goes, o well you must be a clarinet player
and i was like, "WHOA YEA I AM!!" and then i was
like, "how did you know that?!?!" and he just
said i looked like one. so then i go back and
take a random guess and im like, "then you must
be a trombone player!" he was like, "actually yea
i am." wow that was weird. so later i talked to him
and he just said 90% of all females in band play
flute or clarinet. and he just took a random guess.
wow. there are some cool old people out there.
ok back to the list thingy.
>went to aunts house
>watched peter pan (that kiddo makes the most cute and innocent faces i think i have EVER seen) (thats right. i compared him to a napkin. but its o so true)
>toothpastefordinner in advisory!!
>"its not WASTE. its FECES" -mcandy

so we begin the fetal pig monday.
and auditions
and wednesday is dance with the young 'uns again
ad thursday is concert (sarah's coming woo)
and friday is extra dance
and monday is ortho
and tuesday is dentist
and monday is also a HOPEFUL private lesson cuz i would REALLY like to have one. like ReAlLy. ugh. hmph.

...he wont get out of my BrAiN...

Tue, 04 May 2004 00:21:00 GMT

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.

StAcY's:
"i have your back"

woo. i posted a poem and that was like the fifth line so yea.

Mon, 03 May 2004 20:43:26 GMT

Mon, 03 May 2004 02:33:10 GMT

go me.

Sun, 02 May 2004 23:07:28 GMT

wow. i had an insanely boring day. poo.

Sun, 02 May 2004 03:46:03 GMT

well today was BoRiNg with a capital B... R... and N... no joke

then i went to spring show at cysprings with the wonderful KENDALL KRAMER haha. see now shes in here. but yea. i went to see sarah. way to go cubbies! haha. but yea. stupid child... "o stacy, it'll be over by nine" erk. wrong. its 10 35 and i just got freaking home. lol. but thats ok. so i get there and i see her mom and she's like, o just go back there and find her. she wasnt there. so then at intermissin i went to see her mom again and she wasnt there. so then after the show sarah finds me (and kendall) and yea. the only thing that made me kinda like, wow that was... meh... was when dance 1 and dance 2 performed. i was like dang. it must be hard to not make panteras. like freaking hard. all they really did was repeat stuff. seriously. yea. and winterguard didnt even have a song. it was like... a poem. spoken. and i was like, oook. then the 'manteras' omigoodness. they did this SUPER cool thing. they all got down in two lines to like do push ups... and this kid rolled under them all and they like jumped up when he was under them. it was AWESOME. and MORE. me and kendall were like whoa. and then it was funny because this lady kept talking to kendall and being like, "do you know her? do you know her? do you know her? do you know her? do you know her?" so then kendall was like, "NO! I DONT EVEN FREAKING GO TO SCHOOL HERE!" so yea. i laughed at her. saw people from like, 6th grade. honestly though, who would remember ME? after 4 years. that little innocent girl with good grades and 1st chair in band. who would remember me? lol. thats right. i said innocent. lol.

church in the morning finally. toodles.